An acceptance of madness.
If there is one thing I have learnt over the last 20 years or so, it is simply the fact that most of the time any knowledge or insights I have gained are mostly personal,those that are not and can be shared should be done so,by me at least only when deemed necessarily. Often when expressed many people think I am mad and in the early days of my growth I found this off-putting and sometimes upsetting. Nowadays however I accept this cry of my madness and simply let people think what they want.
When anybody expresses something that is beyond the fishbowl thinking of the majority of people, they automatically dismiss the ideas as unacceptable or the ravings of a madman or woman. Up until the advent of the inter net I, apart from a spell around 12-13 years ago was very guarded about what I spoke to people about,I rarely talked about anything spiritual or the like, simply because much of what I saw and learnt was as I said personal, and the rest often passed over the heads of those I told. I kept my discussions about such things to a minimum and would only speak about them to people who I felt wanted to know,or to people who asked me about it. In fact most of my conversation in those days was about , football,music,holidays etc..little did I realise that I was actually giving them what they wanted, the normal conversation of fishbowl life.
Now with my own acceptance of madness and the inter net revolution I feel much more freedom in writing and talking about such things and it has become a lot more enjoyable and easier, plus also the time for people to learn and change is upon us. and besides if I am mad , I really enjoy it.
I shall now listen to the song “Mad World” and then go to paris and jump in (the)seine.